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I was haunted by Billie Eilish's song; "Idontwannabeyouanymore", the lyrics goes like ,
"Don't be that way,
Fall apart twice a day,
I just wish you could feel what you say,
Show, never tell,
But I know you too well,
Fall apart twice a day,
I just wish you could feel what you say,
Show, never tell,
But I know you too well,
................,
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before,
I don't wanna be you anymore,
I don't wanna be you anymore,
................,
Hands, hands getting cold,
................,
Was I made from a broken mold?
................,
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you, anymore"
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you, anymore"